lesson learned.

Stuck right now with philosophy hw and math hw as well. not to mention i gotta study for my philosophy midterm that is this wednesday. gotta bulk up on studying. i hate having low grades and shiet. why? cuz it means that i didnt study enough and that i shouldve put more effort into studying.

this isnt high school anymore. and you gotta accept that fact. no more trying to persuade the teacher to give out more extra credit just so you can boost up your grade to that high "A" or bribing your teacher with anything just so you can be the teacher's pet. no more having to rely on the friends that would eventually backstab you later on in the school year. no more trying to prove to everyone that that rumor going around about you isnt true, and retaliating to that person who started that rumor with a rumor that you start about them. this is college. this is the real deal. no one knows what happened to you in the past. and no one even cares. sure there may be that small handful who you were cool with that goes to the same college as you. but what are the chances that you are going to see them everyday? they have classes to go to, and so do you. you gotta stop dwelling in the past, about what shouldve been, or what wouldve happened if you did something else. you gotta keep moving forward, no matter what happened. the lesson learned? you just gotta move on.

-JLyn