happy birthday?

I thought that today would start off on a good note.. and it seemed that way too.. until something happened that just made me know how a small heartbreak would feel.. and to lose trust for someone that you love. Thank you for the birthday present, my dear. I'll always remember it from this day on.


-sighs-.. i just hope today wont become worse later on..

its just like on my song in my blog..

"You ever felt like, it's just raining
but it's only raining on you..

Have you ever woke up and fell like you didn't wanna live today?
And have you ever felt like the person you used to be has gone away?
If you feel like you're running and there's nowhere for you to hide
With the world on your shoulder, you hope that it gets better with time"

thats how im feeling right now.. its only raining on me.. and only me..

-JLyn A.